Mom I know I let you And though you say the days are Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I he's not around But don't you the blame on me As you pour another drink and
I we are who we are shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in verse My mom got it the worst The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my and all them other songs But I don't hate you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, cause my mom far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam Desert and both of us put together Can form an atomic bomb to chemical warfare And forever we can drag on and on But, agree to gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me my fucking coat, anything to have each other's goats Why we always at each others throats? Especially dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car of belongings got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then Nate got taken away by the state at eight old, and when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on we took this too far
'Cause to this day we remain and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was maybe so, never meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I every time it's on the radio And I think of being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, shit's painful though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to us both Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I he had trouble keeping up with every address But I'd have every mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the Someone ever moved them from me? That you could bet ass's If I had to come down the chimney as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met their Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you I had this overwhelming sadness come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw your headlights as I looked And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, accept this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always love you from you're my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we took too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm coming tonight Well no matter what the And if the plane down Or if the can't wake me up know that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's to sing My will carry me Just that I'm alright I was not to die I put my faith in my new girl So I say goodbye cruel world Just know I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took this too far, I want a new