Mom I I let you down And though you say the are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know not around But don't you the blame on me As you pour yourself another and
I we are who we are shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom got it the worst The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all them other But regardless I don't you 'cause ma! still beautiful to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert Storm and of us put together Can form an atomic equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can drag on and on But, to disagree That from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little just leave) Ma, let me my fucking coat, anything to have each other's goats Why we always at each others throats? when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then Nate got taken away by the state at years old, and That's when I realized you were and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took too far
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I hate it 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was Rightfully maybe so, never that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to taste own, but Now the medications taken over and mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's painful But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both Foster care, cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, One thing I asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and desert Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the Someone ever moved them from me? That you could bet ass's If I had to come down the chimney as Santa, kidnap them And one has met their grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness come me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, accept this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I you get this message that I'll always love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we took too far
I want a new One a cause So I'm coming tonight Well no matter the cost And if the goes down Or if the crew can't me up Just know that I was And I was not to die
Oh even if there's to sing My children will me Just know I'm alright I was not to die I put my faith in my new girl So I never say cruel world Just know I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on we took this too far, I want a new life