I've never tasted tears these before And though are the saddest I have known Their cause is none but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this as I have been 'til now A truly unexpected twist of For I had given up on Especially myself, and it late Too late for any soul to cast a His hook would hit the ice and in two But someone blew a and with his breath what ne'er a roaring fire could do An angel now is mine and from the I that I was bound to let him in But while I smile I weep because I That something ends so that this can God, what a am I, or am I wise? For years have I kept in my heart The name of one who never had more But whom I wrote about and set From other men, though never did I My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, something to But rarely did I think on I'd lose If my affections were replaced By living, breathing, warm and real For while I my life to him in song The same for me I knew he did not If I could tell the truth, I'd say I To go on in this fashion for all I didn't care he care for me As long as I could own him in each And someone to think about each night When torment after torment my soul To writhe in sorrow, in pain's delight To fill my pages was my goal Until the day I dared to it love For love was the only I had known And I could keep the rest away For in my I never was alone And being in love, though with a specter, I never did expect, nor wish, nor To another in that holy place Though in my mind I no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, why this pain When of my will I opened up the And swept the where I swore hed remain And something dies within me as I As new is born in every tear Past of memories I long to keep A that I both long for and fear There really was no question it came shooting star, both fire and gentleness Who never me time to make my choice But my will his own with each caress For once and once I did not think Where I should feel and for that I was But it was one to enact the part And else to say the word aloud For once I had, I felt a fade Which over me had hung for all years And no true loss in all the world could The sense of someone passing with my I hadn't known 'til how lost I was Enveloped in mist of my design So of me my muse had thus become That in my eyes no star was to shine Unless it some of my phantom's light Or strains of music in the beams Until my was open to the view No man could enter, in my dreams Its over now and I am not I know well what I am meant to do But late at night I recall my muse I cry for us as he ever knew That I had waited to hear my name Once spoken as it have always been Id there still but someone real appeared And stole the heart no man could to win If to my I'd ever said hello It not hurt this much to say goodbye But there is something tragic in scene Which may as joyous to the eye Of who witnesses myself Bound in the arms and lips of my new Completed in a way I've never And healing wounds I would never mend The that shattered my reality The soul I but never thought Id meet And now I don't look back except in Yet I do the pain is always sweet For pain can show me who I was And from that to me how much Ive grown Ive never tears like these before And yes, they are the I have known