My tea's gone cold, I'm why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window and I see at all And if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad, not so bad
My tea's cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad, not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the I sent two back in autumn You not have got 'em It probably was a at the post office or somethin'
I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, it, what's been up man, how's your daughter? My pregnant too, I'm out to be a father If I a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your uncle too, I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some who didn't want him I you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did with
I got a full of your posters and your pictures, man I like the shit you did with Ruckus too, shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat Truly yours, biggest fan, this is Stan
My gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but picture on my wall It me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Mr i'm too good to call or write my fans, this will be the last package i ever send your ass. its been six month still no word i deserve it, i know you got my last two letters i wrote the address on them perfect still ain't called or wrote, I you have the chance I ain't mad, I just it's fucked up you don't answer fans If you didn't want to talk to me outside your concert you didn't to But you could have signed an for Matthew
That's my little brother, man,he's only 6 old We waited in the blistering for you for 4 hours and ya just said no That's pretty shitty man, you're like his idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more I do
I ain't that mad, but I just don't bein' lied to Remember we met in Denver, you said if I write to you You would back, see, I'm just like you in a way I never knew my neither He used to always on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're sayin' in songs So when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on 'Cause I don't got shit else, so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo with your name across the
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See, everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you it My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you, Slim, no one She don't what it was like for people like us growing up You've gotta call me man, I'll be the fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, Stan. PS, we should be too
My gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but picture on my wall It reminds me that not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Mr. "I'm too to call or write my fans" be the last package I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word, I deserve it? I know you got my two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, "I drank a fifth of vodka, ya me to drive?" You know that by Phil Collins from "The Air In The Night"?
About that guy who could have saved that guy from drowning? But didn't? Then Phil saw it all then at his show he found That's kinda how this is, you have rescued me from drowning Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand now, I'm drowsy
And all I wanted was a lousy or a call I hope you know I ripped all o' pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we could have been together, about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't and you dream about it
And when you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you about it I hope your conscious at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, shut up bitch, I'm trying to Hey Slim, that's my screaming in the trunk
But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you 'Cause if she suffocates, suffer more and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to this shit out?
My tea's gone cold, I'm why I got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner, but just been busy You said your girlfriend's now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would your daughter that And here's an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on your cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must missed you Don't think I did shit intentionally, just to diss you And what's this shit you said you like to cut your wrists too? I say that just clownin' dawg, c'mon, how fucked up is you?
You got some issues, Stan, I think you some counselin' To help your ass from off the walls when you get down some And what's this about us meant to be together? That type of make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your need each other Or maybe you just to treat her better I hope you get to read this I just hope it you in time
Before you hurt yourself, I think you'd be doin' just fine If you'd relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you, but Stan Why are you so mad? Try to that I do want you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit
I this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a And had his girlfriend in the trunk and she was with his kid And in the car they a tape but it didn't say who it was to Come to about it his name was, it was you, damn