My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window And I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray Put your on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
My tea's gone I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my And I see at all And even if I could it'll all be Put your on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but still callin' I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'm a her? I'm a name her I about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't him I know you probably hear everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit you did with Skam I got a room full of your and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, Just to chat, yours, your biggest fan This is
My tea's cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray Put your on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, you ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't fans If you didn't talk to me outside your concert You have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little man, he's only six years old We in the blistering cold for you, For hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man, you're his fuckin' idol He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein' lied to Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I'd you you would write back See I'm just you in a way I knew my father neither He to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in songs So when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on 'Cause I don't really got shit else so shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest Sometimes I even cut to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one She don't know what it was like for like us growin' up, you gotta call me man I'll be the fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan, P.S. we should be together too
My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray Put picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Mister "I'm Too To Call Or Write My Fans" will be the last package I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word, I deserve it? I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I a fifth of vodka You me to drive? You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" that guy who could a saved that other guy from drowning But didn't, then Phil saw it all, at a a show he found him? That's kinda how is, you could a rescued me from drowning Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand now, I'm drowsy And all I wanted was a lousy or a call I hope you know I all of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream it I hope conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, up bitch! I'm tryin' to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin' in the trunk But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you 'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this out?
My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray Put your picture on my It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
Dear Stan, I to write you sooner but I just been busy You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really you would call your daughter that And here's an autograph for brother I wrote it on the cap I'm I didn't see you at the show, I must of missed you Don't I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just clownin' dog, on, how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I you need some counseling To help ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit about us to be together? That type of shit will make me not want us to meet other I really think you and girlfriend need each other Or maybe you need to treat her better I you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time Before you hurt yourself, I think that be doin' just fine If you relax a little, I'm I inspire you but Stan Why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just don't want you to do some crazy I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a And had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid And in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to to think about, his name was, it was you Damn!