My tea's cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home at the bottom I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's daughter? My girlfriend's too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, what I'ma call her? I'ma name her I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground that you did with Skam I got a full of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you wanna talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for That's my brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the cold for you, four hours and you said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do I ain't mad though, I just don't like bein lied to when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would back - see I'm just like you in a way I never my father neither; he used to always on my mom and beat her I can relate to you're saying in your songs so I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name the chest I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send ass It's been six months and no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my two letters; I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a letter or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think it You ruined it now, I you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the but I slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send shit out?
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Dear Stan, I to write you sooner but I just been busy You said your pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call your that and an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did shit intentionally just to diss you But this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, c'mon - how up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you need some to help your ass from bouncing off the when you get down some And what's shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend each other or maybe you just need to her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just don't you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car they a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!