My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, but your picture on my It reminds me, it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still callin I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the office or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's daughter? My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, what I'ma call her? name her Bonnie I about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your fan I even got the underground shit that you did Skam I got a room full of your posters and your man I like the shit you did Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me your concert you didn't have to, but you signed an autograph for Matthew That's my brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the cold for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you you would write - see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my neither; he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in songs so when I have a shitty day, I away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm I even got a tattoo of name across the chest Sometimes I even cut to see how much it bleeds It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it My jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't what it was like for people like us growin up You gotta me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever your ass It's been six months and still no word - I don't it? I know you got my last two I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy or a call I hope you know I +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda together, think about it You ruined it now, I you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you cause if she she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you but I just been busy You said girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that and here's an for your brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you Don't I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, c'mon - how up is you? You got issues Stan, I think you need some counseling to your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not us to meet each other I really think you and your need each other or maybe you just need to treat her I you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just don't want you to do some shit I seen this one on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to to think about, his name was. it was you Stan!