(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male found unresponsive over dose substance pulse is 60 and 8 hes intubated and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 palp cool pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll update E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper into a state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to the drug addict trait. Blood climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of that then I graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium yeah that's great. I go to take one and I end up like having eight. Now I need something in my cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that with all I at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy somethings is with dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's really beginning to me. Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something takes me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I know a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a cold brew, what's a beer? That's the in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker still talks to me, all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the game the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. that mastermind behind that little line? With that kind of man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of wine asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no with alcohol. look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking like a ball. Shit have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. half a vicodin why cant I? 'All ready for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this before. So lonely and cold, It's like takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my and ahh. A couple weeks go by it even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking this if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya an excuse you lose Proof so you use. There's new rules it's cool if it's you to get through. It's noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I three naps, just to be able to function throughout the day see that's an Ambien nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will average out to one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has taken four years just too put out an B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz Christmas you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you inside your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom and wake up in an ambulance They they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)