(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male down unresponsive possible over unknown pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll update E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall into a manic state, I'm a candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. Blood pressure climbs at a rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of then I salivate. off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of then I gradually graduate, to a harder drug called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take one and I end up like having eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think with all I have at stake, Look at my face... somethings is wrong with dad I think! He's weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard again and he he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this before. So and cold, it's like something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I know a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe a nice cold brew, what's a beer? the devil in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker still talks to me, he's all I can hear, 'Marshall on we'll watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink half be half buzzed for half of the time. that mastermind behind that little line? With that kind of rational man I got a mind, to have another half of glass of sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no problem alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking like a ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. half a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it my stomach and ahh. A couple go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah im by. even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya an excuse you lose Proof so you use. There's new rules it's if it's helping you to get through. twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would do in your shoes? Now here I am months later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home from holmes, relax'. And since im that I'm insomniac, I these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, to be able to function throughout the day let's see that's an each nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will average out to about one hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken four years too put out an album B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz Christmas you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside your Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm beddy bye Whitney baby good night Elaina. Go in the and shut the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance They they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So and cold, It's like something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)