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I'm going through
I'm through changes

Lately I really, like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at Can't stop with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
They say Proof flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
in their best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My just can't understand this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that if I would notta made it through?
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
Think about her every day, we just never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, when it
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)