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I'm going through
I'm going through

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to mirrors
I stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm through changes
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've off with your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect investment
And I just lost my best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My friends just can't this new me
understandable man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta it through?
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I love your mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I it just feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)