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I'm through changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, even my
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dallying
with the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with pills
And you've fallen off your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
Know you just had your heart ripped out and
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My friends just understand this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would made it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I love your mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we could never get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

are just too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there been a saint

I know it feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)