Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to mirrors
I can't stand what I like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these
And you've fallen off with skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug hang around me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

Shit it just hit me what if I would notta made it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still love mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we just could get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

are just too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)